Independence

Being attached makes me feel that Alexis has to be involved in every part of my life. But I guess to a certain extent, I still gotta learn independence, being on my own. I sometimes feel so needy of him, to have his approval and to know he's walys there. But maybe he cant always be there, there may be there when we dun see eye to eye. Ultimately, I am still me, with or without him. No that I dun want him in my life, but I cant rely on him for everything.

And at the end of the day, I have to see that my value in who I am should not be abt what I think I am, how I feel I am, how I look and all. My identity should be from God and God alone. I am wonderfully and fearfully made! I have to learn how to love myself for being me. I dun have to look for approval from others. I am contented...I am, I am, I am...