Tuesday, February 24, 2004

Always look on the bright side of life *whistles*

This morning I had to literally drag myself outta bed to go to work. Work has been pretty dreadful for me these days. Feel demoralized because I'm feeling that I'm not contributing my best... yet. So that means that I have room to improve, more learning opportunities and the potential to explore and the chance to pick up new skills. I don't always feel the compelling urge to give my best in what I do, but recently I've been feeling more dis-satified workwise. But only because I feel that I could do a lot more. Sometimes what I feel I'm doing is simply fighting fire everyday. But oh well, somethings are really beyond me, so no pont worrying about those. Just keep focused on what's important in my job and give it my best.

Only thing that I was satisfied by the end of the day, is that I managed to develop collaterals for an up-coming promotion. Not seeing eye to eye with the boss on somethings and it really bothers me alot. Haha I've been complaining about it to Alexis alot! He knows what I'm facing and I do feel like I'm put in a difficult position, trying to balance the demands of the job and the boss....

But at the end of the day, no matter how unhappy I am, I still remind myself to remain grateful!:) Doing my QT helps me keep my attitudes and life in check too. Truth be told, my mind is still a battle ground with the baddie thoughts and goodie thoughts. It's a war that I go thru, but making it a point to keep my life open to God so that He can show me the areas that I need Him more so that I can be transformed daily in His image and in His likeness.

Gosh time for bed now...Night people.

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