*Ah Choo*

Caught the flu bug after my visit to the doc and being out yesterday. The doc was so nice to give me another 2 weeks MC though I supposed to return to work today. But with the flu I had no choice but to graciously accept the MC and rest at home today. Having the flu accompanied by a nasty cough is not helping in my recovery. In fact it has caused quite a bit of pain again in my wound area cause I'm sneezing and coughing so hard. Ahhh and it's not even Christmas! I have not even indulged in the log cakes, turkeys, sparkling champagne, chocolates and all that glorious food and I'm sick :P Why do I always get sick at Christmas? Gotta pray I recover fast okay and I still told my boss that I should be well to return to work next week. Me and my big mouth.

Post Youth Camp
It has been a mighty awesome youth camp. Glad that I was able to make it and not miss out on what the Lord did to so many young lives. The presence of God was so strong in the camp. Such a sweet presence of God. And I've been personally touched by God in the camp through the sermons, the prophecy and also the honesty and earnest worship among the campers. Just so touching to know that God knows my heart and his affirmation of what He has bestowed on me. Still learning to let go of my own inadequacies and lean on Him and what He has promised. Yes and that He will turn my life upside down for the next 3 years! Exciting but also so mixed feelings. But if it's from the Lord, I'm sure that He will enable me to hang on tight and stomach this "upside down" 3 years!

Today's cell was good. Heh hope the girls feel the same despite the nagging and scolding from their two Mamas. But they know we love them and we really want to see them grow and mature and move to the next level. But I can tell that they have been touched by God in the camp too and it takes more than doing QT to sustain this fire.
A reminder for myself too when I get back to the grind of everyday work life very soon.

Yes and to do list on my 2005 calendar will be to attend Fire Meeting! Think that's one thing that God spoke to me about it. That before He sends a revival it is birthed by prayer and it is no coincidence that that's what the first church was doing when the Holy Spirit came, praying! But of course, even before I can talk about revival, it's also to have that line of constant communication to the Heavenly Father. Me and Him & Him to me :)