Beautiful Trio

There's a new TV serial on channel 8. The plot revolves 3 women, a young carefree couier girl who treats guys like cuisines, another a successful PR with the looks to kill for with a long queue of suitors and another a married career woman who believes in equality of the sexes. They are the independant woman who prove they don't need a man.. or do they?

I believe that people can be catagorised into 2 groups, one that needs to be in a relationship, another that think they're a waste of time & emotions. No doubts, I would fall into the earlier catagory. I dislike the feeling of lonliness. It's unbearable to me. I need to be surrounded with people, with action, with noise. I don't like being unloved. I want to be missed, be pampered, be loved,.. But sometimes I also blame myself for being weak in this way.

I hate the feeling that my relationship has the ability to affect me so easily. Making me appear and feel so weak. It's not that I want to be some independant woman who doesn't give two hoots about my guy either. So the key to it, *balance*. I wonder if Alexis ever feel that I need too much time with him. I know Alexis wouldn't mind more time for himself,(read my lips: sleep) I just don't like the feeling of coming home to an empty house and not knowing what to do. Before you jump to conclusion that I do not have friends, I do spend time with friends, but sometimes it's so much more relaxing to just be with my guy and do silly things, like play ji guo pak, stone or just enjoy each others company in silence.

Joy tells me that I don't have a life and I have a feeling that some are probably thinking the same as her. While I agree that my life is not the most colourful and most exciting, it's not too bad. Just wish that it's not always about me and Alexis all the time. Alexis needs to be more socialable. He prefers computers to people. Pengz. Haha.. He'll skin me if he reads this.

Shall spend more quality time on my own, which I tried to do today. I wanted to sign up for yoga classes but a pity that the time slots clash with my schedules. So with no yoga classes, I just headed home and did skipping. Tiring with a capital "T". Wobbly legs after that =P And now that I'm done with all that shall take a nice cool shower and pamper myself with a face mask :)