I just deleted a whole lot that I typed. I'm dun believe how mad and angry I am at my situation. So much that I can rant about, I almost feel like dying.. correction I think I am dying. People who zap my energy at work and leave you to die. Why it is so ugly at work? I really HATE it. God where are you? I almost thought I was in hell...

I dun want to be affected, but I spend so many bloody hours at work. And for what??

Trying to suck it up, but I feel more deflated than anything. Feeling disillusioned with life. Feeling like absolute crap when you can't find a job to just throw in the resignation and get out of this place and tell them, good bye you suckers.

I actually typed that? So not me..