Face looking a little less pau-like now. But still feels sore and a little painful. Suspect that I may have an infection cause it's taking a longer time to recover.

It's pouring outside now, perfect for an afternoon nap. But I'm not much of a nap person, now just busying myself packing my room. It's funny how I'm always in this "tidy room" mode whenever I'm on MC. The condition of my room is such that I can leave it so messy until I can't stand the sight of the mess then I'll start to clear out stuffs big time. Alexis just dreads hearing that and he's praying that I'll learn to be less tolerant of mess and keep our home spick and span. Perhaps I should learn a trick or two on tidying the house with a twitch of my nose, think Sabrina the witch. Kidding..

Was clearing out my old journals and notebooks which I seem to have plenty of becasue I can rarely get down to finishing one before starting a new one. And some of these actually date back to 1995! And also clearing out copies of the Revival Tesimonies. But as I thank God for His goodness in so many of these wonderful testimonies, I also feel sadden by the many faces that are no longer in CP. Some of whom have gone to join other families, but also some of whom have left the family. Makes me wonder how we can be so ungrateful to God... Puzzles me how our relationship with God is determined by other factors other that God himself. But as I read my journal, it made me see how I have also changed. Perhaps more cautious, more reserved, more guarded in letting my emotions and feelings show. That I have become more cautious to be undiginifed for God and not being so garang to "chiong" for God.

And at cell, we're talking about how our work environment prevents us from being the christians that we want to be. To be more bold to share out faith. But it's all about seizing opportunities and daring to be different. I'm still learning and while it's not natural yet, I pray one day it will be.