Just returned from the church camp night service. Wasn't able to take leave to attend it as I'm still on my probation. But I'll make sure to mark it on my calendar and go for the one next year!

Tonight's message was about Passion for the Vision, where Pastor talked about the 4Ds to get closer to God.

1. Debasement
2. Discipline
3. Desire and
4. D.... (whopps I forgot the last one)

And the challenge is for us to surrender to God anything that hinders us from loving and serving Him unconditionally, unreservingly and wholeheartedly. I can easily think of some things that I need to lay at the feet of Jesus, to keep me focused on Him once again. It's so easy to assume that my life is okay with God. But what is your level of desire for God?

When you think that you have enough of God is when you really should start to desire more of Him, coz He will never beenough. As for myself, I do feel this way a lot of times, the self sufficiency part :( I really felt challenged to give more of myself, especially when it means sacrificing time, which I feel is so so precious to me now! But I ask myself again what is priority and which has eternal value? I'm sure you know what my answer will be :)