Another New Week

Another week, another day. And not just any day, but a Monday.

Oh and I quit my job. Not just because it's boring. But I feel that this job is eating me on the inside. Or rather it's not the job but I feel so unprepared for work despite having spent 3 weeks in Raffles Place, the rat race seems so so real. In the past, I probably wun give a care, but the thought that now that I've graduated and am stepping into the corporate world, all these is pretty much what I have to deal with.

Life in Raffles Place made me feel like a shallow and hallow person. Everyday, of course minus the Saturdays and Sundays, I'm on the mrt with these huge crowd of people, who live life like a routine, just living from day to day trying to clear work on their in-trays. The ladies especially are dressed up to the nines, with their pointy witches shoes, and ironed pressed suits, guccci bags and their immaculate hair, nails, make up, etc. And as I travel from home to office, I always ask my myself, just what am I called to do? Not that I resent my job as a temp bank clerk, I really don't.

But I feel I needed to take a much needed break to really do a lot of reflection and to really give my future a more serious thought. And of course to do something which I havent done, and I should really take it more seriously, which is to pray and commit it to God. I know I should, but in all honesty, I think I could have done more. And of course it's not all, but also to HEAR from God.

So after all these is done, I pray that I will be more prepared in all areas to take on the challenges of my next phrase of life. I'm excited but also abit apprehensive... Just see how it all goes.