Saturday, May 14, 2005
The reason for my frustration at my computer at work may soon turn into anguish as I come to terms that it may "die". Yes the death of my PC. Perhaps I should pray for it tomorrow that it will get revived, or risk losing everything!!!
*Scream in absolute horror* I think I need a absolue vodka to take that off my mind.
*Scream in absolute horror* I think I need a absolue vodka to take that off my mind.
Thursday, May 12, 2005
So bummed at work today. Felt so frustrated with so many things, like the people who are not doing their work, people who are pushing me around to get their way, people who belittle me, inboxes which has a cranky side, computers which I wish would burn up in flames, news of yet another reorg in the dept, uncertainties, fears, apprehension, insecurities ...
But really I feel so down in the dumps. So mad, so angry, so frustrated. It isn't supposed to be like that. Almost like a plea than a prayer that God would take me away from the stress and pressure at work. And to think that I prayed to God to make me a light where I am in the workplace just this morning. But going by the looks of it, I probably blinded them with my glare than anything else. I don't want to pass day after day after day, in an environment without showing or sharing Christ in how I live my life.
And at the end of a day's work, I just broke down and cried it all out. I know I didn't want to be so ugly, so mad, so bad, so easily upset or irritated....I'm only human. But so was Jesus was the reminder that rang in my head, yet he is without sin... I need to rise above the circumstances. I need to see the BIG BIG God in my life, in my work, in my family and start to see that though He is so BIG BIG BIG, I'm not small small fry in His eyes :)
But really I feel so down in the dumps. So mad, so angry, so frustrated. It isn't supposed to be like that. Almost like a plea than a prayer that God would take me away from the stress and pressure at work. And to think that I prayed to God to make me a light where I am in the workplace just this morning. But going by the looks of it, I probably blinded them with my glare than anything else. I don't want to pass day after day after day, in an environment without showing or sharing Christ in how I live my life.
And at the end of a day's work, I just broke down and cried it all out. I know I didn't want to be so ugly, so mad, so bad, so easily upset or irritated....I'm only human. But so was Jesus was the reminder that rang in my head, yet he is without sin... I need to rise above the circumstances. I need to see the BIG BIG God in my life, in my work, in my family and start to see that though He is so BIG BIG BIG, I'm not small small fry in His eyes :)
Tuesday, May 03, 2005
HK was great!
Regret that I didn't shop more, eat more, shop more, eat more.. you get it. But it was very enjoyable. Went to the usual spots in HK, the peak to admire the city skyline, the Ocean Park , the Avenue of Stars, hike at Lamma island, took the star ferry, the tram, the mini buses, the MTR, the taxi, tried all their different transportations, had mouth watering dim sum, superb seafood at Lamma island, went shopping at the night markets from temple street, to ladies market to borwing street to jardine market till 12am, witness a protest by the foreign domestic workers.
And among all these adventures, the most memorable of all was the proposal by Alexis. *bliss*
The start of another adventure.
If I know what love is,
It is because of you.
~ by Herman Hesse ~
Regret that I didn't shop more, eat more, shop more, eat more.. you get it. But it was very enjoyable. Went to the usual spots in HK, the peak to admire the city skyline, the Ocean Park , the Avenue of Stars, hike at Lamma island, took the star ferry, the tram, the mini buses, the MTR, the taxi, tried all their different transportations, had mouth watering dim sum, superb seafood at Lamma island, went shopping at the night markets from temple street, to ladies market to borwing street to jardine market till 12am, witness a protest by the foreign domestic workers.
And among all these adventures, the most memorable of all was the proposal by Alexis. *bliss*
The start of another adventure.
If I know what love is,
It is because of you.
~ by Herman Hesse ~
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