Bad Hair Day

Just a day after I permed my hair and I'm having bad hair day. Horror of horrors, the sides of my hair is not curly anymore! How can this happen?? And it's supposed to last me till the Chinese New Year. I wanted to go back for a re-do today but the stylist is not round. Guess I'll have to wait till Saturday then.
My hair looks a little fried already, hope it doesn't kill my hair...
:(

A public holiday today. Got to sleep till 11am! I want more holidays!! Working is so tiring esp the year end mad rush at the office everyday. Today I shall just kick back and relax :) Enjoy the day too yeah.

Let me set the record straight, rebonded hair is blah now.
Hence this new look for me. If you haven't heard about ceramic perming, shame on you.
This is what makes girls look more like a lady. Took me great amount of guts to try it after witnessing some people's hair who gone haywired or end up looking like my grandmother.
It doesn't look too bad , does it?

Before


After

Feeling overworked

Today marks the day where I cross the 9pm hour to knock off at work. Feel so tired and drained, physically and mentally. Ha and yet I'm still up blogging at this hour. Need an outlet to destress. Yeah I really do need to destress. Well lets see a get away to the spa sounds splendid and absolutely fitting for a stressed out lady like me. Been having aches in the body, must be caused by the long hours in front of the computer.

Forsee that this is going to be a pretty long and busy week for me. I have work that piles up way up to the ceiling! It never ends. So looking forward to the weekends and of course the public holiday next Tuesday! I need to just sleep and sleep and sleep. Gotta learn more from Alexis, he's a koala bear, enjoys sleeping so much. Good thing for him, he gets to knock off on the dot. Lucky guy :)

In one of my crappy mood swings

Feel sick....Feel dejected......Feel lonely.....Feel bored.....Feel all alone.....Feel miserable..... Feel unloved......Feel ignored.....Feel unapprecaited......Feel unloved.....Feel like crying.....Feel like crap.....Feel like I dun belong here

But what I feel is not always what it seems

What am I even talking

Whines...

Sniffles...

Cough cough...

Touches forhead...

Grabs a tissue...

Pops a lozenges...

I'm sick. On MC today. Think the stress at work is getting to me. Felt a little sick on Friday already. Today when I woke up, I couldn't even talk. Lost my voice. My throat hurts to bad, decided to just sleep in and run to the doctor in the afternoon. Had a slight fever too accompanied with a flu and cough.

Just up from my nap. Feeling grogy in my head and weak in my body like a lump of jelly. My mind's not really functioning well, think I shall just stop here.

Whee, it's not everyday that I get to be home by 6pm! In fact work has been piling up and I dun have a chance to leave on time too. Resting at home now before I head down to roxy for FNL.

But still waiting for my parents to buy dinner. Been waiting for an hour? Did they go JB to buy?

Today at cell, we were just having a discussion on how God can use us at different stages of our lives to shape us, and define our character. So we talked about how when you're a student and when you're a working person, you experience God differently. When you're a student, your grades depends soley on yourself, like how hard or smart you study. If you mess up, you only have yourself to blame. Like being a student, you feel so self-sufficient. But when you start to work, you realize that no matter how capable you may be, sometimes you get unnoticed or have to work with people whom you may not like and still have to work with and for them. Your efforts alone will not always get you where you want to be. It's so much to do about the favour of God and men as well.

And for myself, I have definitely seen and experienced the favour and grace of God in my workplace. Like how nice and friendly my collegues are, my boss is a cool lady too. One of my collegues just told me that my boss commented that I'm a strong lady. Wonder what she meant, but I take it as a compliment :) And I found out that the HR VP really rooted for me to get a position as she felt I was down to earth and unlike many fresh graudates. I'll take that as a compliment. It's so humbling even as I share these, because I know it's not me, it really isn't. It's so evident that it's God at work here. Thank you God for everything that you have blessed me with.