Direction
God is indeed my God of direction. In the camp, this is one aspect that Pastor Daniel prayed for me about as I knelt at the altar. By the way, in case you didn't know, Pastor Daniel was a guest speaker of the youth retreat during the night services. On the last night, he prayed that I'll receive a
fresh anointing and a
fresh work of the Holy Spirit in my life. He also reminded me that God is my God of salvation, of provision and direction. As simple and as general as this may sound, but it spoke volumes to me and really was so timely in what I am and was about to go through.
Just a day after the camp, my dad told me that I had to go into insurance due to some unforseen circumstances. The direction seemed to be the only way out for me and it needed fast actions. For those of you who know me, I always said that going into insurance was probably the
last thing that I would ever do in my life. But I had to eat my words now. Initially when my dad told me all these, I was screamng in my head, "NO, no no no! God deliver me!" But as I cried on my bed, God's peace slowly filled my heart and my only prayer was, " God, Your will be done. I place my faith in You." And so it was done. But the whole day I was still struggling to accept the fact. This was when Mendy'sprophecy spoke so much reassurance from God, to have faith in Him.
After I shared this with Alexis and Pastor Jo, it seems like this might not be such a bad thing after all. So all I know now is that though the future seems so uncertain and I'm still scared, God is here with me and He'll guide me each and every step of the way. My future is secure in the Lord's hands. Do keep me in prayer as my family is going through a difficult time. God bless you for your prayers.