Much to do about Nothing....

Today was a pretty do nothing day. Handed in 2 projects last week, so felt really free today. Didn't attempt to start on the next project, coz I felt I needed more rest. Actually, just being the bum which I am! So what did I do? Let's see, woke up, had breakfast, packed my notes. It's a ritual thing, packing and filing my notes, just before the exams, goes to show how hard i actually study. Then watched American Idol, which was taped. Man Ruben is so cute! Really knows how to work the crowd. Then did my scrapbook, like so free like that. Then stoned, relaxed, nuaed, bummed, slacked. You get my drift yeah.

Then went for my jog. Actually jogging gets easier then more you do it. I know it sounds totally unbelievable to some, but if you start to do it regularly, you'll know what I mean. Pretty cool. And I can see some familar faces when I go jog, kinda interesting too.

Now that I've watched Fear Factor and have nothing much on hand, maybe I should start to do some productive work.

American Idol 2 (Lalala)

Whooo to those who are not into it, you don't know what you're missing. The show is GREAT! Seriously. Wah better than those pathetic star search that we have. Big Boo to those! Haha. Anyway, they are really good I tell you. I'm rooting for Clay, Ruben and Kimberly Lock. Cant decide which one I lurrve the best yet. But I suggest that Kimberly better go on a diet with me, to make it to American Idol quality. After all it is all about the show biz isn't it?

Oh and remember to watch Survivor too! The gers are so hot, their tops are coming off! Don't know what I'm talking, go watch and you'll know.

Yah yah I know Susan watches so much TV! Haha, I really dig reality TV. All the scandal, all the gossip. Haha (evil susan is taking over!)

*April*

good friday. easter eggs. bunny. study break. dreaded *ExAMs*. no sleep.no life. no time. april showers.my *BiRtHDaY*. pressies.wish for.new handphone.nokia 6100.digi cam. *PRiNCeSs*.pampered.adored.loved. end of exams.*YEAH* enjoy life.relax. day dream.on to another stage of life.*GRoWiNg uP*.

~*~Beauty Pageants~*~

Anyone caugth Miss Singapore Universe? Honestly, I watch it just to bitch about the contestants. How terribly mean.. I know. Then again, don't you? The winner this year, Bernice. Heard alot of comments that she looks like a man. It's funny coz my sister says I always make that kinda comment about a lot of females (that they look like a man!). But seriously, I can't help but agree that this year's bunch are not what I would call intellectual. I'm definitely not saying that I'll qualify as one of those ladies. But hey, you're gonna represent Singapore, not just your neighbourhood estate! Show us more brains will you?

Alright I've slammed them enough. :p give them a break.

WAR.. We are right!

War between the US and iraq have started today. Mom commented, what a day, coz it's her birthday today. It's tragic the whole idea of war. What's more Saddam is using innocent lives as human shield. Moreover there's the possibility of a chemical war. Innocent lives will be lost. Guess it really makes me appreciate how safe I am here in my tiny island.

In fact, this really reminds of how truely blessed I am. I don't have to live in constant fear for my life or the lives of my loved ones. I don't have to worry about not having a roof over my head, not enough food. In fact, this makes me realise just how trivia all my worries are now. I feel secure, I feel thankful. Oh but this morning, when the news of war broke, there were alot of planes flying above my flat. Not very unusual as I live near the Paya Lebar Airbase. But just seems like there were more then usual number of planes.

Don't know when the war will end. Doubt it will be over so soon, probably few weeks. Guess it doesn't sound that bimbotic if the contestants of the Miss Universe actually say they wish for World Peaceafter all..

K decided that I shouldn't be sucha whiner and complain so much about life. The world doesn't stop stop spinning even in your despair. So :) wide grin, and moving on.

Picked up a couple of fitness, health kinda magazines from the library. And you know what, some of the pages are ripped off. Especially those where it's the bulk of the content and yes even suggested workout kinda thing. Man those cheap creeps, will just remain fat and never be thin. I mean, hey it's public property. No to be precise, it's the National Library's property. Dun just rip it off, like it's yours. Sheesh.. ugly Singaporeans. So irrating..

What's my life coming too?

One of those days when I feel unloved, unmotivated, unapprecaited, unattractive, unimportant, unsure, unwanted.. UN everything.. Bleh. Somehow feeling tired of it all...Where's the light after the tunnel of darkness? Feels like crap...Sheesh

..:: Beautiful::.. (Christina Aguilera)

Meaningful when u have an ugly or fat day...

Everyday is so wonderful
Then suddenly
It's hard to breathe
Now and then I get insecure
From all the pain
I'm so ashamed

I am beautiful
No matter what they say
Words can't bring me down
I am beautiful
In every single way
Yes words can't bring me down
Ohh no
So don't you bring me down today

To all your friends you're delirious
You're so consumed
In all your doom, ooh
Trying hard to fill the emptiness
The pieces gone
Left the puzzle undone
Is that the way it is

'Cause you are beautiful
No matter what they say
Words can't bring you down
Ohh no
'Cause you are beautiful
In every single way
Yes words can't bring you down
Ohh no
So don't you bring me down today

No matter what we do
(No matter what we do)
No matter what we say
(No matter what we say)
We're the song inside the tune
(Yeah, oh yeah)
Full of beautiful mistakes

And everywhere we go
(And everywhere we go)
The sun will always shine
(The sun will always, always, shine)
And tomorrow we might awake
On the other side

'Cause we are beautiful
No matter what they say
Yes words won't bring us down
Ohh no
We are beautiful
In every single way
Yes words can't bring us down
Ohh no
So don't you bring me down today

Ooh, ohh
Don't you bring me down today
Don't you bring me down, ooh
Today

What's gonna happen to my project? I'm supposed to meet a deadline on this Friday, but the companies who promised that they can help are totally not doing anything at all! What am I gonna do man. I'm really abdly #&^(%^. Please please have pity on this poor student and send me a reply.

You can have my sister, but be warned

I'm so pissed at my sister! Like how can anyone be so irresponsible?!?! It drives me totally nutz man. She likes to do what she do best, which is come home late without giving a call home. And when we try to contact her, she switches off her hp. Not cause there's no battrey, but to aviod our calls! And the best part, when she comes home and you ask her where she's been she says, "Out." Like wow we are so stupid and blind not to notice that. She's so huge how could we have missed her? She doesn't give a damn that people are worried for her safety, that something could happen to her. Does she care? Hell no! When you start to ask her, she'll just go into her room, close the door, either go to sleep or blast music from her earphones and shut you out. Like hello young lady, do you know the family is worried, do you give a bloody care that we wait up for you till you come home? Do you relaize that our parentys quarrel because of you. She can happily come home even at 3, 4 am and think you should you alright with it, with no questions asked. We're not a hotel, I repeat NOT a hotel!

And today she told me not to wear her skirt. But you know what she cant even fit in to the skirt coz she's so fat! Like I'm honestly serious, she cant wear it anymore coz she cant fit into it. And not only that, she thinks that she have every right to use my bag! Like wow you're some sorta princess hmm? You get everything you want, but i cant even wear your skirt that can't even fit your big bum? Yeah stop dreaming not everyone's gonna give in to you. Stop using my stuff if you want me to stop using yours!

Socks

Life is like a sock drawer. Everybody has a match, sometimes, they're just hard to find

Found yours yet?

To Another World...

It's funny how concerned I am over my job hunt now. It's pretty ironic coz among my frends I was like the one who said, Nah I dun think I wanna send in my resumes so soon and all. But now I'm like so actively searching and looking around. What more I dun really fancy working in the area that I specialized in, Finance. Thinking of venturing into HR,like in training and development. But only thing left to do is to start on my resume! The thought of working does seems intimidating. Being a student is much more relaxed, carefree life.. Ahhhhh..

But I cant wait to enter into the next phrase of my life, being a working adult who pays all her bills and income tax! Haha. It's seriously something that I have yet to seek the Lord. For His direction and leading. The job search would not be easy, but I do pray that God will show the way.

I feel good

This week I have done all my work-outs that I set out to do. I'm expecting a miracle, like lose weight NOW! Haha like what Cindy said, I want my glorifed body NOW! The journey to weight loss will be erm... long. Haha my target to lose 5 kg in a month dun seem realistic enuff. Maybe over two months then? I dun know. Anyone knows of fast. effective way to lose weight, tell me in my comments box :) But seriously, I must not make it an obsession. It is after all about healthy living too right? So if anyone catches me eating unhealthy, bad, fat, junk food, please remind gently! Haha

..::Work-Out plan for next week::..
Monday: Jogging Swimming
Tuesday: Rest
Wednesday: Swimming Skating
Thursday: Skip rope
Friday: Jogging
Saturday: Rest

Oh there's this new gym at Hougang Sports Complex, with all these exercise machines. Wanna check out someday leh. But the sight of all those beefy guys scares me off. Nui Rou Dan Kao (Think in Chinese)

Anyway the week ahead is going to be real busy, hope I can find time to do all these.